It’s weird. Recently I’ve been in a great mood for days on end. I woke up this morning after having some weird, unpleasant dreams and I feel really quite shitty. I don’t really want to go into what these dreams were but they weren’t nice at all. I think the only thing with anti-depressants is that they do suppress feelings of crap and stuff but when they do manage to creep through they’re some really bad feelings. Don’t worry, its not like I’m going to do myself in or anything but I do just feel like crap.

In other news, I’m trying out this Spotify thing that everyone is on about. It is supposed to let you listen to all the music in the world for free, but there are ads and thats it. You can upgrade and pay for no ads but an ad is an ad. After years of being an internet user, I’m very good at not paying any attention to them. I’m currently listening to Kate Bush “The Kick Inside”. Kate Bush makes me feel good. I’m not sure if that makes me gay or not, my girlfriend doesn’t seem to think it does lol.

Anyway, I’m feeling a little better after talking about it a bit so I think I’m going to go and try to write for Radio Rabies…

I’ve had a fun day today. We all went to Cromer. I ate Cod again. Go me! Bit tired so I’ll prob blog some more tomoz!

For the first time in ages I feel quite contented with elements of my life. There are other parts of my life that I am just putting up with at the moment but mainy my life at the moment is bloody good fun. I’m enjoying the jogging I’m doing. I found this really good running plan that I’m trying to do. I did the first step of it today and I think that its perfect for me. I was out longer and travelled further following it’s recommendations.

Other than that I’ve not been up to a heck of alot. I’m been messing around with with my mobile phone and I’m able to get online with it now. I’m a geek and I’ve not been able to do it before sop it’s exciting. I’m a big nerd lol

It’s weird. I’ve been up, out and about already today and it’s only 7am. It may not be weird for some but it is for me. I’ve been out jogging and although I found it a little too much I know that if I keep going I’ll be able to achieve my goals. I can get to just about 0.7 mile (which is approx and from MayMyFitness.com). I like getting out there but it is a struggle to get my arse out of bed so early when I know deep down I don’t have to and can lay in bed until whenever the hell i like at least until sunday. I might try and go for more walks too. It would be easier if I had a dog to take with me but it seems a little over the top to get a pooch just so I don’t feel so awkward walking around on my own, early in the morning, kind of like a rapist would probably do. To clarify I’m not a rapist lol

Anyway, I need to get to work on my podcast now. I like getting up early ‘cos it means I can get more done. I might blog later. Depends how my mood takes me lol