It’s that time of week where I am at work again. Sad face. I really don’t like getting up so early on a Sunday. My biggest motivation of course is that I’m getting paid to do so. There should be no other reason for anybdy to get out of bed, let alone leave the house on a Sunday… But every week, I am surprised by the sheer amount of people who go shopping on a Sunday morning. I’m not kidding, we open our doors at 10am and people were waiting outside. It was quite funny though cos this little kid was being dragged around the store by his Mum and he was singing a lovely little song which went “Mum can we go home?” over and over. The fact that he had made up a song with a catchy tune in the time he was being dragged around a shop is quite sad. I’ll never understand the motivation behind shopping on a Sunday.

I’m in quite a good mood, it’s sunny out and i can hear birds singing through my window. My favourite is the blackbird. They’re pretty and they make a lovely noise (there is quite a good song by the Beatles about them too lol). The cats are outside too. I love blackbirds. I just hope Bear and Maisy spare them.

Whilst I was at work I was daydreaming about chasing my dream. Not having to worry about money and stuff. What would my dream job be etc. I think that if I was able to podcast for money that would be the best ever. I want to start the podcast up again. It’s on a short hiatus due to a tragedy I don#’t want to go into at the moment. I’m going to do it again soon hopefully. It would be good to live the dream. Being paid to be creative. Heck, a job that you can tolerate would be a good start…

I’ve just had a 2 hour nap. Probably a bad idea but I felt tired. Gosh darn losing an hour last night. I didn’t have it as bad as the girlfriend, she couldn’t get to sleep till gone 3.30am and we had to be up at 5.30am. Getting up at 5.30am is bad enough. I mean, does everyone even know that a time as early as that exists on a Sunday? I didn’t used to. I’m not a fan of getting up early at all. That obviously means that I’m back at work now. I’m still a little jittery about it (as I think is expected). I’ve got a fully day of it tomoz and I am rather nervous about it. Don’t want stuff setting me off again. The drugs I have are anti-depressant, not anti-worry! (unfortunately).

Wow, this blog post has taken a rather serious swing into the too bloody serious. I just wish I had something more fun to talk about that I haven’t already mentioned before.

Later on we’re going to be watching the comedy classic that is “Dumb And Dumber”. I’ll have to say that that film is one of my favourite films ever. I watched that VHS to death almost when I got it. Me and Kate watch a film every Sunday. It’s our film day. I like watching a film on Sundays. It’s what Sundays are for, well at least they should be. I can think of nothing better than lounging around with someone you love watching a film or something. Woot! Go Sunday!

I’m doing a long overdue tidy of my room. It’s looking much much better. I’m surprised at how much cherry coke we drink… Not good… I’m listening to “Diamond Dogs” at the moment. That’s why I put “Rebel Rebel” above here… There are reasons behind most things, its just I sometimes chose not to explain them…